Random

Various

• The universe has an obstinate and absolute refusal to ever let things be black and white.
• I believe yinyang is a fundamental property of the universe.
• Examples of gender affirming care:
  • Pickup trucks
  • Camo clothing/gear
• “Expat” is just a nice word for people who cant accept that they are immigrants.
• Stoicism is a tool to help you focus emotions into productive action.
• Much more of our lives are built on the compounding effects of many small things than people want to admit. Everything is related to everything. A bad space micro adjust everything else in your life etc etc. a bad thought, vise versa.
• I want to live my own life by which I mean I want to just do things I want to do without feeling bad or good about other people. When someone else gets praise for something I got shat in for, that doesn’t matter, just move forward and enjoy your fucking life. It’s so tense being driven by a sense of your own inadequacy or some injustice weight in you.

Clean slate

I recently got to a place where I have no TODOs, no emails, nothing pending, etc. I cannot remember the last time that ever happened. It is such a unique feeling.

I enjoy things more on this feeling, which makes me realize that life’s tasks put this invisible weight on us. It looms over you.

As I drift out of this space and more tasks enter my queue, I find myself more anxious to remove them, so I can get back to the space. And ones which are not removeable, impart a overbearing mental burden.

WIP

• Money should be physical so you literally can’t keep it all if you have too much.
• How to think about happiness - life is what you make of it not what you have or are